4 oct 2007

Haiz it is still Thurs, tonight gg to eat steamboat wif my sis, winnie & Ah gal @ amk central. Aiyo eat til I stomachache go hm blast the toliet bowl. Feel so tired till I slp very early, cos last nitez went to DBL O wif my Winnie & of cos Sandy.. I was so scared tt they will check Sandy but luckily nv, maybe she go wif us cos we look old.. HAHA we reali old le, now countdown my bday, feel lack of sumting but I dunno wat is that. Maybe I tink too much, I just wanna to b happi, actually I dun feel like celebrate my bday wan is onli I wan my bday to hv somebody acc mi, I scared I anyhow tink cos wenever I alone I will anyhow tink. I dun wan to cry anymore, my tears is precious, I oso know ppl ard mi dun wan mi to cry, to some of them they feel I strong enuff of cos I must be strong. I dun wan ppl to pity mi, tink that I cry to let ppl pity... Is time to slp le