*** 28 Oct 2007

Today is a very sad day, my grandma is in hospital cos of heartbeat very slow, den Doc operation on her throat so that she can breathe properly. I call my cousin to inform her, I knw she was crying, so do i... I blame myself toking nonsense on Friday. Now den i know wats the feeling wen u nearly lose a love ones... Story is like tis, every Thurs & Fri she always came my hse till evening, den I was quite late for my wrk but she tell mi she vomiting & wen I touch her hand it was very cold even her legs oso.. den I go prepared my tings I go check on her again her face oso cold, wen i ask her will she cold yet she say no, den I quickly wake my sleeping Brother up, I say Ah ma like gg to ....... Mi & my big mouth, den today my father bring her to c doc, doc say her heartbeat very slow, no strength, need operation... On her throat, she is a gd Ah Ma, although nagging & troublesome but she is old yet I sumtimes still tok back to her, saying her nagging & troublesome. I still rem wen I was young she look after mi for fews year den after that my mom tt side grandma look after mi till I quite big..My mom grandma is @ Austrilla as my mom is an Austrilian so my grandma stay there. Now I hope my grandma recover soon & oso hope my mom tt side Grandma will come here for holiday or I hv the time & money I can go look for her in Aust to accompany her more...
God pls dun take my Ah Ma away... Pls..... I love my grandmas...
Pls treasure whoever is yr love one, dun wait till u g to or nearly lose them den u will regret...