Thursday, July 31, 2008

**1st Aug 2008


Today is a new month, & is 1st day Hell Door open.. Dunno my dad got cum out or not. Last night pray till quite late & I cant slp @ all know y, cos I miss my dad. Nomarlly is I help him to burn the Insense Paper but now is mi & my bro. I told myself not to cry, but the scenerio keep caming to my mind on the day how he pass away. We dun even have the chance to tok to him or see him go.. My darling, Mary her mother is in the hospital of lots of illness this is I oso know, cos mi & her know so mani years liao, her mum just like my mum.. I wanted to go mit my darling, is not I dun wan, got ppl ask mi Y never mit her, my reason is she confirm cry & if she cry I confirm cry. She should noe, & if I make her laugh I scared she might tink tt I nv treat her problem seriously. We r Angel & Devil y things happen to us like tt??? First is mi Y now is my darling?? I dun understand.


Dear God, if u wanna punish, just punish mi alone not my darling Mary Huang Y***... You already taken Angel dad awa, u still wanna tk away Devil Mum away meh??? No u cant do that.. We wun mess up the world, we will be gd gal...Angel & Devil have been sister for so mani year liao, this things is everyone know. Though we r far apart but our heart is Linked. God pls blessed us. I love my daddy & Mummy..


My Darling Devil, u always hide things from mi, u tink I nv care meh, is I dun wan c u sad, & I'm always wrk till so late, even can go out time is late night.. Our heart is linked.. Dun u dare to forget.. Har??? Dun tink too much.. I love u mucks... Rem wat I put in Friendster Angel & Devil r sister forever...