**22 Dec 2007

Oh Gosh, now I have a big problem. Today is my Dad 49 days, mi & my Bro was busy preparing. My Grandma wanted to come home from my Aunitie house, she say she is boring there & wanna come back, even my uncle oso cannot do anything. I already burst out, I do not know wat to do, we onli can do is to avoid her. I dunno wat will happen if she noe about it, maybe faint or crazy or something more worst which I do not wish to happen. Anyone can tell mi wat to do, I reali dunno wat to do. I cannot tk anymore blow, I will get crazy. Today my Dad got come back, I rem I was putting the chopsticks for him is straight & open abit, den 5 mins later I go see wat did I forget den I realised that the chopsticks was slant, den I ask my Brother did he move the chopsticks he say no, den few hours later , my Brother ask mi to look @ a very shocking things is the chopsticks become straight together & close up like he was telling us he had eat finish.. I swear I did not touch the chopsticks.

Pa, if u reali got things to tell mi or Kor, pls go to our dream. Pls pray for Ah ma & Mummy oso.. From baby till now I nv told u b4 I love u. I know that I keep toking back to u as u always dun tok nicely to mi, I know u care, worry & dote mi, is I dun listen other ppl advice, now I got this kind of bao Yin. I know u been worry bout money, & family problem, I will try my best to go study, work harder. Pls take care in a place which u will never had worries. The Hell or Heaven Boss will help us to take care u . We love u & will rem u forever. As we never ever accept the facts that u r reali leaving us forever....