27 Oct 2007 1.28am

Today is a tiring night, I had spend my money all gone, I dunno even know wat i spending.. I just saw a comment which my sis gv mi, is not I dun wan to say, I reali dun feel like saying, I said le, i rather keep to myself be alone or wif Mary. Even Mary oso dun reali understand wat I'm tinking now. Everything come fast go oso fast, I onli hope u all get fine, b happy... we r all grown up as u say,but i nv ever forget on Yiling bday.. I make them cant slp ma, but I was sick, if I dun turn up, they will tink i giving excuses again, but wen I turn up wat did I get, get tease by them even Yiling brother, haha u know wat I did I just act blur & keep quiet all the way till the wedding finish. I dure it, onli Mary know that I was angry & dissapointed aldy. U should hv know cos wen u cum I oso nv tok to u ma, u oso like to tease mi, but I just keep quiet to prevent it. I still will avoid u all if I saw all of u.. Take care my sis...