19 Oct 2007 Saddening Day

I was surprised that my sis will msg mi, this is wat she send mi.
"Hi my dear Mei,juz gone thru yr blog..reali hapi n glad tt u r missin us..i duno wat reali happen..N mks u drifted fm us further n further away..all of us hv known ea other 4 such e long time..been thru so much..smiles n sorrows..N i'm sure tt u wun b able 2 4gt..and WE wil nv eva b able 2 4gt as wel.wat i can say is,misunderstand,lack of communication,short of understandin..dun avoid fm us..u can juz let yrself out by lettin us understand wat u tink,wat u wans..instead of keepin evrytin to yrself..avoidin us..stop contactin us..such e long time sistership, is nt meant 2 b forgotten like tt..al of us sld try..2 understand..salvage wateva bad situation..rite??Mei,dun u stil rem those daes...those sweet n memorable daes at AMK?wher we fight..we drink..we play..hv al e whole of fun n laughters at AMK?pls Mei,dun gif up like tt..we r stil ther for u..and tt's wat sisters r for...we stil care..and we r concern abt u...at least little of hw r u recently fm others wil oso mks us feels beta..'an xin'. at least we noe tt u r fine..as wel as yr 2 boys..Mei....we can tok tings out..reali hope tt we can go bk ot those days..those unforgetable days...can we??? REM 5157312 ^_^"

I oso wish to b like last time, but is too late... The day after Yiling wedding I already told myself forget it le, I seen through everyone.. Of cos I stil miss u all & love u all, but all this I rather keep in to myself. I not like last time le, everything wil say out..

Love u all always .