Nightmare

On Wed 6 of Aug is a nightmare to mi, I do not know wat to do... Just feeling lost.. I feel like just end up my life like that, den I tink of my darling, Mary.. I cannot cos I nid to protect her & my bao bei leh.... i just feel is a nightmare, I wun go club myself liao, I muz have ppl acc mi go. Ytd I did not go wrk, Boss ask mi to rest @ hm, not to tink too much so I nv go wrk or out, I just stay @ hm do nothing. I keep tinking of the secenrio I start to get scared...This is the most serious problem I ever had.. If not for tat idiot I will keep tinking of gg clubbing meh? Wen is my Xin Fu arriving, my sis husband coming out today, she muz be very happy. I'm so happy for her... From the days I drop my Thai amulet "Tangga", I knew sumting will b happen, & now is reali happen liao lo. In future I oso dunno wat will happen liao I'm so scared & worried. After that thing happen, I started to be quiet & dun feel like toking to anyone..I scared ppl will say I deserved it, cos is I go clubbing ma... Tts y I rather keep inside my heart. Tonight I watching Movies yeah, watching "Money not Enough 2" heard is not a very gd show but different ppl different taste. I may be like it or hate it..

Got to wrk now.. Updated again wen I'm free, too busy as taking other ppl Job scope..