**29 May 08

Hmm, updated lo.. I feel so tired lo, slp for 1 hour onli ba I tink.. Tt A****** lo, nv let mi slp.. I was @ wrk plc like a half dead, I can go act "Land of the Dead"... Hooo, keep yawning lo. Tink is ytd go Power House ba, drink like hell lo. But luckily nv do any disgraceful things, haha...

I met him, though he is not handsome but he make mi feel comfortable wen I'm near him. Tts is wats ppl call feel ba. Let time slowly go, den slowly we will know.. Is I'm scared oso as to mi thr is no such thing is forever.. Just let it natural.. I'm feel happy but sumtimes upset.. No money of cos, sianz..

I feel happy for my Bro now, he found himself a gf, is gd but sumtimes make mi jealous icos he treat mi nt like last time tt gd liao. but of cos attitude is beta wen he is toking to mi.. Wow, my future sister in law muz be toking gd things in front of him.. Thanks to her..

Dear father,

Since u pass away last year Nov till now, almost 7 months le, hw r u now? Did God tk care of u well, I ask God to tk care of u tink he will do that.. I tell him u r my onli Daddy, & hope u r well taken care. U dun worry bout mi, there is someone taking care of mi.. I know if u r around, u will ask mi not to trust guys easily, but I know is my own choice of that.. Pa, since Ah Ma know u hv pass away, she sad everyday. @ 1st she cry everyday now beta liao, but I didnt dare to visit her cos I scared that if she saw mi & Kor kor, she will cry again, Uncle has kept all yr photos tt prevent her to miss u & cry again.. Mummy is ok, still doing the same things, look @ 4D & toto, this is wat u & her always do.. I can sense Mummy miss u alot, she put yr photo in yr wallet. Someone told mi he saw his parents stil loving till now, he felt happy for them , I oso wish u still alive to b wif Mummy, & not tt bitch that u keep outside.. I dun blame u for cheating Mummy cos u r my dad.. Forever in my heart.. I love u dad..
God, Pls tk care of my dad if u saw him. Thank You God..