**12 Nov 2007

Its been 8 days my dad leave us, I'm still not used to it. I used to have him to wake mi up early in the morning to go wrk. Although he is nagging but I already used to talk back to him & wen he is very angry I will b very happy. But now I reali regret of talking back to him, I should treat him nicer, is too late now he wun come alive anymore. Y this things will happen to mi & my family? My grandma still dunno anyting yet, she keep looking for my father, we got no choice to lie to her say that my dad go to KL to wrk, but my grandma seems dun believe it, Somemore my grandma dotes my dad the most. My grandma got to go back TTSH to check her heart on Dec 12, if she know bout this I dunno wat will happen, I cannot tk the 2nd blow... She is too old, I cant bear to lie to her oso, is no choice. I will leave my Auntie to break the news to my grandma.

Pa,

pls look after Ah Ma, she still dunno your things yet, Mummy oso cannot tk it, she been trying to control her tears in front of us, we know she is very sad.. if u are besides us, pls take care of Mummy. I'm sorry that I always make u angry, I will look after Mummy for u.

Yours dearest daughter
Meimei