True words from my heart.

My birthday is coming, I was wondering should I celebrate. I gg to celebrate wif my bro & sisters, I suddenly miss my youngers day, tink it is on my 15 or 16 years I already forget. We was @ Serangoon Garden 1 of the ktv there, we all gals no guys, I still rem the cake being throw on my face, its so fun. We all knw very long le, we do everyting together. All kind of funni tings, still rem the days we was staying @ Yishun. We cried, laugh, fight.... wen we no money & we share alot of things. Its was damn a gd memories, but now we grow up hv our own family, how I wish we nv grow up. I reali miss the days we gathering but now I dun tink there is a need. I just can't stand the way they was shunnin mi, or talking to mi. I knw in the past I nv attend birthday or Wedding dinner. Whenever I attend I comfirm wil kana suan, might as well I dun attend. Y they must treat mi like this? I know myself, I'm very sensitive I mght as well remain like tis, let u all forget mi or treat mi as you all gossip topics. I'm a divorcee ma, u all high educated, got cars, got goals, got ambition, got money to go overseas for holiday, u all expect high expectation, I'm not.... I not fit to b wif u all.
I rather let our memories to remain in my heart forever even inside to the coffin.